what is on your mind ?

i know i will just swallow those words back whenever i got them on the tip of my tongue, waiting to be said. it feels weird to be myself, knowing nothing about you, but also claiming that i am the man in the world who loves you the most. sometimes you smile and i have no idea what is it that makes you draw such a lovely curve on your face. sometimes you give me a straight face that makes me wondering if i look bad, or if i did something wrong.

i feel silly, i always do. but feelings are silly, anyway. especially something that comes from irrational things. love, it even sounds so stupid whenever people say it carefully, like the world is going to break into seven pieces. now you try to say “LOVE” in front of the mirror and look how silly you are. ….. well of course.

and i, again, jumped into other thing whenever i talk about something else. and i lost my mood to write about the main reason why i write this post.

i want to be able to see things from your point of view. even more, i want to know you better.